Quitting

Yup, that say quitting, not quilting unfortunately.

I am quitting smoking.

And it is a lot harder than I first thought it would be.
I know why I should.
I know it is a terrible filthy bad habit.
But unfortunately it's just not that easy.  

I ummed and arhed about whether to post about this, but in the end I decided that if it is up here then it is another place that has evidence that I am trying to do this. And more people that know if I fail and I want to make it as difficult as possible to fail! 
So to any of my friends and family out there - I apologize in advance for the fact that I am going to be irritable and grumpy and snappy - because I am. But it will only be for a little while, hopefully.